Title: Your Biggest Mistake
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kevin/Joe
warnings: incest, slash, angst

Part: 0/3
 

Prolog

Dear God,

            I am truly sorry for this inconvenience, I'm sure you are really busy. I would just like to thank you for taking time to read this letter I sent you in a green balloon. I happened to notice you haven’t been answering my prayers for the past five years. Have you been to busy or do I not deserve what I've asked for? I think I've been good enough, haven't I? Oh, great now I sound like a little kid on Christmas writing a letter to Santa. I'm sorry for that. I also want to apologize for what ever it was I did to deserve this heartache.

            Maybe I brought this upon myself. But then again, how can one control there own feelings. I wouldn’t blame you if you have stopped reading by now. I wouldn’t want to listen to a depressed teenager ramble either. I just don't get why I have to be stuck loving him! I've been told everything happens for a reason, but what I don't get is: what's the reason? From an early age I was taught to love him, just not in the way I find myself this very second.

            I would like to thank you again for reading this. I hope I didn’t take up too much of your time. I'm also sorry for wasting your time, I'm sure you have better things to do than listen to me and my problems. Just please try to consider setting me free?  

Sincerely,

Paul Kevin Jonas

a.k.a

Your biggest mistake